Friday, April 23, 2010
Baby, iloveyous (:
Hehehs, went court today ;x
:D I didn't qo in ! (:
Hehehs, lucky eyhs ..
Idontwanna lose baby anymore );
Cause if iim in, ii would lose hym once aqain );
I lose hym once, ii dontwanna lose hym aqain );
Haii, althouqh ii didn't qo in , budd ii needa qo counsellinq ;x
Budd neberhmine .
Worse , ii needa be home by 7pm );
Haii, forqet it ..
At least ii need nort be in :D
At least ii still can be able tuh see baby (:
Tml baby qwort work );
Sad, cannt peii me );
Haii , budd neberhmine lahs, ii qo hys work place find hym (:
Haii ..
Ok lahs, needa qo off alr .
Sneakily usinq comp ;x
Bbyesxvc (:
iheartyou <3
6:24 AM♥
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Hihihi (:
Currently at Edwin's house, wib Baby usinq hys computer :D
These few days neberh qo schoool :D
Hahahs. Cause th farkkiinq Mr Tan Yok Lee dontwant let me qo back schoool -'-
Idontcare lahs . Dontwant qo school btr (:
Hehehs. th Mr Tan qo laolan moy father then moy father nort happy, qo MOE complain hym :D
Shiok siah . Btr if he qet sack lahs, :P
Hehs, ii miss 1B );
& ii miss th rest );
I want qo back school ! Cause ii dontwant retain Sec 1 , so xiasuay ! ><
LOL.
Later qoinq out wib baby and Edwin, maybe qo slack ?
Then qo library, so quaii :D
Hahahs, bhb ;x
Go study ehs . Baby want me qo study dehhs .
Haii ..
Baby now anqry wib me );
Ohyeahs, me & Baby nearly ended on th 18o41o ; o127 );
Shaqs . Budd didn't end lahs ..
Haiis ..
Anyways, Friday qoinq court lerhs ;x
Hope norh need qo in qurls home );
Hahs .. Ok lahs, bbyesxvc (:
iheartyou <3
9:24 PM♥
Friday, April 16, 2010
Hihihi (:
Sowwwies yarh, lonq tym bo bloq ;x
Cause moy farkkiinq daddy took away th laptop and moy computer then end up norh computer tuh use );
Fuckdiehym lahs ;x
Hehs, currently at Cheryl jieh dehhs house (:
Hehs,
Cheryl & Edwin must last lonqlonq ehs :D
Junjie & Trisha also must last lonqlonq uhs :D
Hahs, these few days slacked ard wib Baby, Cheryl, Edwin, Trisha, Junjie, Laoshu, QiRonq and 2 other quys (:
Today didn't qo school ;x
Cause stupid DM kaubeii me then ask me dont needa qo school anymore, sua, dont qo lahs (:
Idontcare.
Katrina kelian siah, stupid DM also lahs.
Haiyah, zhonq zhi ii hate
WDL ttm lahs ! (:
WDL teachers sucks ttm (:
Teachers, dont blame me, cause uue all really sucks (:
Tio qann by baby for nort qoinq tuh school.
Shaq, also nort ii dontwant qo dehhs, DM ask me dont qo, ii dont qo lohhs, stay at home better ;x
Just now had a small quarrel wib baby ;x
Budd now okyarhs lerhs (:
Later qoinq meet hym aqain :D
Just now mummyeh and daddy went tuh court, apply for BPC, want send me in qirls home ;x
Heckcares lahs. Haiyah, say so much also norh use, seeh what th judqe want tuh do wib it lohhs .
If its fated, norh matter how hard ii try tuh chanqe it, its still th same. Let fate decide bahs (:
Next Friday needa qo court wib parents, tuh make decision ;x
Haiishaq, whatever lahs .
Tml qoinq Houqanq wib baby tuh work :D
I peii hym niah.
He say sunday qet pay lerhs want buy thinq for me :D
Baby, iloveyous lahs (:
Hahs, (:
Meme qoinq meet baby soon, now raininq. Later then qo meet hym.
Bbyeszxvc (:
iheartyou <3
2:59 AM♥
Monday, April 12, 2010
Hihihi (:
Pictures updated ! (:
Hehs, those pictures were taken 1o.o4.1o, durinq fishinq trip wib Baby, Edwin, Noelle, JunJie and Juncheng (:
Hehs, its 1o.o8pm now ;x
I just came back (:
Went out wib Baby, Noelle, Edwin, Junjie, Juncheng and Laoshu :D
Slacked, ard 7plus, went Edwin house :D
Beer-ed :D
Drank, lots of different beer lahs .
Different kind ;x
Edwin and Junjie went seriously drunk ;x
Stupid Edwin, drunk liaos, sibuay cuteeeeew ! (:
Hehs, cuteeeewie :D
I abit drunk also ;x
Noelle and Laoshu also ;x
Baby, Junchenq and Qironq nort drunk ;x hehs, pro uhs
LOL ..
Thenthen, went home, baby sent me home (:
Thanksthanks :D
Baby, iloveyous (:
Hahs, tml qwornna pon school (:
Edwin and Noelle maybe also :D
Hahs, budd baby qoinq schoool );
He so late then end, haiix );
Shaq yarhs );
Okyarh lahs, ii qoinq sleep (:
Bbyesxvc (:
- Baby ; o4o41o >iloveyous
iheartyou <3
7:05 AM♥
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Hihihi );
I feel lyk, dyinq, cryinq );
I feel so sad );
Each tym ii tries tuh lauqh, ii would felt lyk cryinq );
Whyeh !?
Morninq mummyeh came tuh school. See Mr Wonq and VP );
I swear, whatever Mr Wonq said ish NORT TRUE at all !
Budd, ii just kept quiet .
Cause, ii know, whatever ii say, norh one will ever believe ..
I seriously felt lyk cryinq at that moment cause ii had been accused for doinq thinqs which ii did not ! );
Baby said he believes me, budd th moment ii open moy mouth, he keeps aqreeinq wib what Mr Wonq had said. );
I know iim sucha let down that even baby dont believe me );
> Baby : I had been cryinq lots of tym when iim on th phone wib you, budd its just that you dontknow how hurt ii felt ); maybe we really ain't suitable ;x idontknow, ii feel so tired ); I seriously felt lyk breakinq up wib you at tyms, budd for th fact that ii still loves you, so ii can't bear tuh );
Norh one's noticinq me at all );
Maybe if ii die off then will people start tuh notice moy existence ;x
Idontknow, ii feel so tired tired tired );
Im always puttinq on a fake smile in front of baby, he just ain't noticinq how sad, how hurt ii am );
Sometyms ii feel lyk cryinq, tears start tuh water moy eyes, ii fake lyk ii yawninq ;x
Its so tirinq tuh fake a smile );
I seriously feel lyk cryinq );
Baby, ii think we ain't suitable, budd iloveyous );
iheartyou <3
10:11 PM♥
Hihihi );
Went fishinq wib baby, Edwin, Noelle, Junjie and Jun cheng yesterday (:
Hehs, budd suaysuay, bo fish ;x
Qwort, budd all smallsmall dehhs ;x Hehs, cook lerhs also cannot eat, norh flesh ;/
Hehehs, thenthen went tuh Junjie house , Mahjonq ! :D
Yayyay, hahs, shou yanq :P
Baby keep winninq == hehs, ii neberh win dao ;x
Ard 9plus went home . Actually hab taiji, budd ii think settled alr (:
Haiix, baby want qo whack people ;x
Dontknow hym lahs ;/
Went home, actually wanted tuh ton wib noelle budd, moy mummyeh cor and kaubeii her then neberh meet her, went tuh moy quy fween house, slacked wib moy qanns :D
Tonned th whole niqht, neberh sleeeep, :/
Morninq ard 10plus went home, saw lots of calls and texts ;x
Hehs, heard that baby want qo suicide, );
Sowwwies );
Around 12plus went tuh meet Noelle and Baby (:
Thenthen, went tuh meet Edwin (: he went tuh cut hair, handsome uhs, hehs (:
Went tuh meet Jeslyn, then Edwin house :D
Stupid Jeslyn qo cut herself ! ><
Haiix, somethinq happened between me and Baby cause of that farkkiinq bytch and ii qwort scolded by Edwin );
> That farkkiinq qirl -'- : Farkkiinq leave moy boyfweeen alone cansxvc !? == please lahs, you yrself qwort stead alr then freakinq qo find yr stead lahs, leave moy boyfween alone canxvc !? == please lahs, dont always make me quarrell wib hym over you lahs, bytch -'-
Im so freakinq pissed off -'- shaq lahs.
Quarrelled wib baby ); haiix, baby scolded me and Edwin scolded me );
Jealous, norh wronq riqht !? Jealous also needa qet scolded );
Its really so difficult tuh love someone ); whyehwhyehwhyeh !?
Sinqle life sucks budd attached life sucks more );
Im jealous cause ii really fallen for euu and ii care );
Budd euu dont qib a damn );
Shaq ! );
How ii wish ii could just die off.
Felt lyk breakinq wib baby cause its really so tirinq tuh love someone );
Budd because ii love hym so ii didn't hab th heart tuh break wib hym );
Haiix, shaqshaqshaq ! )))));
iheartyou <3
4:54 AM♥
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Sowwwies babyehh, sowwwies Cherry jieh, sowwwies Edwin, sowwwies those whom ii had dissapoint .. ;x
Sowwwies babyehhhh for always makinq you worry and always helpinq me take th blame ;x
Iloveyous );
Sowwwies Cherry jieh for always makinq you worry too ); thanks for always helpinq me, ii know iim sucha let down, budd iim sorry, ii can't make moyself tuh be nice tuh them anymore ;x
Sowwwies Edwin for makinq you worry too ); thanks for helpinq me when iim in trouble (: ii know iim sucha letdown tuh you ;x sorry budd its really difficult tuh chanqe moy attitude ;x ii tried, budd yknow, family problems made moy attitude became worse, haii, ;x
Andand, sowwwies tuh those whom ii had dissapoint, ii know whatever you quys did ish for th benefit of me budd ii choose nort tuh listen, iim sorry budd its really impossible for me tuh talk nicely tuh moy parents, ii tired, budd ended up, ii qet their B L A C K face ;x
Its really tirinq, its nort that ii didn't try, budd ii did .
Ended up, tryinq tuh be nice, ii qet accused and blamed .
Im really sick & tired of all this happeninq .
I wanna qive up on moyself, budd ii cant !
Livinq ish really so tirinq .
I just dont wish tuh dissapoint those people who still at least hab a little faith in me and nort qivinq up one me.
Its really so tirinq that makes me wanna qive up );
Budd ii know iim never qwornna qib hym up. Norh matter how moy parents object tuh it, iim never qwornna qive hym up ;x
Daddy, mummyeh . Ihateyous .
3words, thats all ii can say.
Stop interferinq in moy lifeee, dont say you care, cause you DONT !
From now on , your problems aint mine anymore.
I tried tuh be qood and cared. Budd all ii qet from you ish A T T I T U D E (: Thanks so MUCH !
Ihatemoyself, budd ihateyous more ! -'-
Im sorry budd ish you force me tuh hateyous );
iheartyou <3
5:50 AM♥
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Hihihi .
Today went tuh school as usual, met Cherry Jieh <33 :D
Bused tuh school . Buddbudd, she Admiralty sec, so diff stop qwort down, hehs (:
Today ii qann suay canxvc !? -.-
Wtfxvc lah, straiqht away durinq assembly, Mr Wonq, that cheebyeh LD pulled me out, -'-
Kaninarhs, ii only pon 30mins of lessons yesterday hohhhhs ! ==
Wtfxvc lah, ii pon 30mins, euu made me stay in th office one whole day, from 7.50am - 2.17pm
6hours plus !? -.- Wtfxvc lah, in 6hours plus ii can do soooo many thinqs -.-
Waste moy tym lah . ==
In office so sianxvc, slept for lyk 2-3 hours. Stupid DM keep askinq me read story books -.- Wtfxvc, qann siannxvc canxvc !? ==
Thenthen, Mr Wonq nort happy still want me detention till 6pm ! Wtfxvc lah, honqqann lahs ! -'- -'-
I kaubeii back tuh hym lah, nabuay, -.-
Me and
HYM dehhs conversation ;
Me : Ehs , let me qo lah, ii stay here so lonq alr, you still want detent somemore -.-Hym : Idontcare, you dont make th rules here, you better obey th rules. Stay here till 6pm !Me : Ehs , ii also neberh say ii make th rules here . I just wanna qo lah, ii dont wanna stay in this stupid school -.-Hym : You do wrong still want aruqe wib me huh, you dont be so rude ok ! How much trust hab ii qiven you !? Yet you keep lyinq Me : Wtfxvc, when did ii lie ? -.- now iim sayinq ii want qo off leyh ! ==Hym : You try lah, if you dare tuh step out of this office, this school, iim qoinq tuh suspend you IMMEDIATELY , dont try me qurl . Me : Okyarhs lohhs, you suspend me then sua, you let me qo now. Hym : Nonono, you stay here . You try and step out lohhhs Me : Okyarhs lohhs ! * Takinq baq, qoinq walk away *Hym : Ehs , iim qoinq tuh cor yr mum ! * Takinq phone * ==Me : Lalala, * sayinq th number * Hym : * Talkinq tuh moy mummmyeh * -.-Me : * Starinq into space * (:Hym : * On th phone * I think you shoudl really send her tuh th qirls home and let her ' MAKE ' th rules in there .Me : * Mumblinq * Ehs , you dont make th rules in moy house and you dont interfer in moy outside life alriqht, in th school, you're just moy LD, budd outside, you're NO ONE tuh me, so you dont control me ! lauqxvc ==Hym : * Talktalk * Hunq up . Me : Talk finish alr riqht, want suspend riqht, you suspend lorhhhs, ii dont mind hanqinq outside (: ii can qo lerhs hohhhs !? ==Hym : Nono, ii chanqe moy mind, you dare tuh step out, you bear th consequences tml .Me : Whatever lah , == * walk off *Whatever lahs, ii dont feel lyk schoolinq anymore cause of euu teachers lah hohhhs ! -.-
Dont step one as if euu really care about me and keep tellinq me how much euu care for me and respect me lahs -.-
If euu really care for me and respect me, ii can see it, euu dont needa keep tellinq me -.-
Budd, all ii can say ish ii cant see anythinq from euu, only
SCOLDINGS (:
WDL teachers, euu all sucks, thats all ii can say. (:
Believe it or nort, iim neberh qwornna trust any of euu teachers .
You quys made me hate moy
LIFE so much and made me hate
STUDYING so much (: thanksyous . Thats all ii can say .
Met Cherry jieh then bus tuh causeway meet babyeeeh, Edwin and Qironq.
Then babyeeeh qo bankn withdraw moneyh, haii. Keep spendinq moneyh ;x
Thenthen, cab tuh Everqreeeeen sec tuh find Denzel, cause he keep pesterinq me ;x
Then he tio qann by Babyeeeh, quanqjie and cherry (: Heheh, kelian Edwin, qann hym one line niah then he ownself tio qann by someone ;x
Hehehs,
Thankyous Babyeeeh, Edwin, Cherry and Guanq jie (:
Hehs, iloveyous quys to th bits :D
Brouqht a couple piqqy bank wib Cherry jieh ! :D
Thanks tuh babyeeeh for qibinq me 5bucks (:
Hehs, aiminq tuh save up lotslots and qo spend wib jieh :D
Babyeeeeh brouqht a couple rinq for me :D Thansk babyeeeeh <33
Lalala, iim waitinq for babyeeeh's cor ;x Boreeeeed ! );
I qo bathe first yarhs :D
Bbyesxvc (:
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From th day you choose me, iim neberh leavinq you (:
iheartyou <3
5:06 AM♥
Monday, April 5, 2010
Hihihi :D
I'll do a short update about these few days yarh. (:
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Saturday ; Went fishinq wib Zhichenq, Jackson, Edwin, Georqe, Guanjie, Noelle andand Jeslyn (: Went kathib, dontk which cum qonq qo fish a turtle -.- hahs, then went sembawanq. Fishinq (: Heavy rain, wtfxvc, somethinqs happened yarh, dont wish tuh elaborate ;x
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Sunday ; 040410 <33>< LOL. Noelle jieh wet herself wib paint cause she com qonq qo lean aqainst th wall wib wet paint ;x hehs , then she borrow babyeeeh's clothes tuh wear. (: After that met Cherry, Edwin, Guanqjie, Jackson and Jeslyn under his block . Slacked. Haii, Edwin they all anqry at me ;x haii, iknowmoyattitudesucks ttm ;x Afterwards, mom called and kaubeii Noelle -.- haii, sibuay duLan canxvc !? == Then homed .
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Today (: ; Heheh, hihihi (: Ah Yinq ask me tuh post :D so, iim postinq for th sake of her ! (:
Morninq went tuh schooool as usual.
Qwort this qurl whom said ii was quailan on th phone came tuh me and scolded me == wtfxvc, haii, idontcare lah ;x
Had tournament today (:
11.30pm zaoxvc, pon 30mins of lesson, -.- qurlfweeeen tio qann by cher cause ii pon lesson == wtfxvc, ii pon lesson also nort qurlfweeen's fault );
Haii, then qurlfweeen say cher ask me next qy lesson watch out, == whatever lah .
Headed tuh sbc, was textinq wib babyeeeh all th way (:
Bloody coach everytym claims that he dont wanna win budd today he showed his true colours.
He let only qurlfweeen, ah Yinq , nanacooo, Erica, Hawa and Seri play only, nabuay lah, wtfxvc -'-
Then me, Sheauchyi mummmyeh, Hweeshan jieh and yunqzhen qo there kumlan -.-
Coach just wanna win lah, -.-
Haii, heckcares ;x
Qwort into th 2nd round, obviously, arhbo ii can qo kill coach and th ah Yinq they all (:
Hehehs, confirm cannot qet into finals dehhs leyh ;x
Hmmhmm, top scorer ii forqet ish who alr ;x
Hehs, ;x ii stm yarh ;x
Score score !? Farrk shyt, ii also forqet ;x
Haii, qo qurlfweeen or ah Yinq bloq see bah (:
Mr Liew qave us 20bucks ! Whooooo ~ :D
He rawwwwks :D Then ah Yinq's coach lai qave us another 20bucks :D
Total each person qwort 4bucks :D
Went tuh mac and celebrate (:
Actually wanted tuh meet babyeeeh budd he wib his fweeens so ii qib it a miss (:
Tml then meet hym bahs .
Tml probably skippinq traininq ;x coach neberh come, only assistant coach cominq so ii dontwant qo alr ;x
Hehs, (:
Okyarhs, AH YING ! I qave euu yr post alr :D
Hahahs, (:
Okyarhs, iim qoinq tuh chat wib babyeeeh alr (:
Buhhhbyesxvc <33
; 040410 ; 1929, TZC
mine ♥
iheartyou <3
5:31 AM♥
Thursday, April 1, 2010
-I feel lyk iim sucha let-down tuh everyone ;x andand, ii had only realise it now ;x he still treats me as qood althouqh he said he dont wish tuh seeh me aqain. I felt so quilty ); everyone's lyk so qood tuh me budd iim lettinq them down ); iim so sowwwwies ;x
- Maybe he's riqht, iim just pesterinq euu, you're alr attached, norh matter how much ii lyk euu, it wont chanqe a thinq. Maybe ii should just keep a distance away from euu );
I freakinq hate moyself ttm !
TLX, you're sucha bytch. You're sucha let down.
ihateyou -'-
iheartyou <3
8:01 AM♥
- Pleaseeee, stop forcinq me, ii dont lyk euu and its a fact, no matter how euu try tuh chanqe it, its still th same .. Haii, stop forcinq me and stop makinq thinqs difficult for me. Love can't be forced, so stop forcinq. Seriously, ii know euu hab been velly qood tuh me, budd, ii just dont hab that feelinqs for euu ;x Sowwwies and thanks for treatinq me so qood. ;xHihihi );
Morninq overslept, wtfxvc.
Faster chionq then cab tuh schoool.
Lesson-ed. Boreeeed.
Xueyinq said two zharbor from 1A lauqhed at her, then ii text them and scolded them.
They qo kp tuh MrWonq, wtfxvc -.-
Then MrWonq kp me -.-
I just whatever lah.
Wanted tuh pon th half an hour of MT lesson budd kena-cauqht -.-
Haii, then went for MT for 5mins niah, cause teacher naqnaqnaq ;x
Then 11am, went tuh chanqe and headed off tuh SBC.
Today's match aqainst riverside :D
Won yarh ! (: 27-16 :D
Whooooo ~ Woodlands rawwwwks, Riverside rawwwwks too :D
Then headed tuh 369.
Met Xueyinq awhile. Then went tuh SheauChyi mummmmy de house. :D
Slackslackslack.
Lots of people called me ask me qo 369, settle thinqs. Buddbudd, iim tired, seriously. After that match iim sooooo tired.
Haii, ii know alota people keep sayinq moy attitude sucks, budd iim really tryinq velly hard tuh chanqe );
I seriously wanna stay away from troubles ;x
Budd if troubles come findinq me, ii can't help it either.
Im tryinq really hard tuh chanqe moy farkkiinq attitude ! I
hate moyself alot );
Haii, ii really dont wish tuh depend on anyone anymore.
Im soooo tired of everythinq happeninq.
Haii, tml norh school. Dontk what tuh do, dontk how tuh waste moy tym ..
Im startinq tuh qib up on moyself alr. Everyone's lookinq down on me.
TLX, chanqe yr farkkiinq attitude pleaseeeee ! -'-
iheartyou <3
3:14 AM♥
